When you're irrelevant you have to ponder on when exactly you became irrelevant.
Was it the day you were born?
When you realised uniqueness is a love/hate relationship.
When you figured out that anyone who has came into your life by choice has left you.
Who knows. I used to think that the creative mind was a good thing to have in this day and age. We just procrastinate until something comes along, our work is never appreciated by the right people. Was on top for a while, it didn't last. Square one feels a lot like Pokemon Gold, played it too many times but I don't mind being here. A fresh start, I CRAVE IT! I don't want to be pointless, I don't want to dragged down by the rest of the morons in this fucked up city.
This past month has been like something out of a film, I can't wait for May.
Had the chance to go back to the way things were, and fuck, a part of me wanted to. But I can't, and I can't/wont apologise for not wanting to. What's done is done. My head is a mess with stress and the rest, but I'm not depressed.
I'm going into hiding for a while,